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On the outside looking in...

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X marks the spot...

The weekend is coming to an end once again and for the past two days I have monked it up studying and typing assignments. Breaktimes consisted of dancing myself back to sanity, helping Eileen look for a laptop for school and kicking Jen's ass in candystand pool! (BOO-YAH!). But there's really nothing to look forward to except the due dates for these heavy reports/papers worth 10% each in a week's time. (I know ewwwwwwww!) But much to my surprise February is coming up and that means one thing...... VS. SYSTEM SNEAK PEEK time YAY!!!! Crazyness that 4 months already passed by (being that the last one was in October for the JLA set - new set released every 4 months) and I'm definitely not missing poker at all hahahah. (Sorry Gren.)



"The X-Men" will be the newest set and even coming out with a 2 player starter deck along with the boosters.

Do I dare unlock my ubergeek status once again on Feb 11? Wearing a tight-up JLA/Aquaman T-shirt that's a size of XL on my a 3XL upper body? HAH! HELLLL NAW!! I ain't going out like that!

was it all a dream?

I'm letting it go as I type this.
Logic tends to break my heart most of the time.
Whatever it was, I enjoyed every moment.
The laughs and the jokes.
The vacation is over....it's back to life, back to reality.
Taking control of what is needed from me once again.
Slowly but surely I'm leaving the place of what I thought was real.
Autopilot is now switched off, so fasten your seatbelts.
Time to test myself, time to shine.
Time to not waste a great opportunity.
Your a marker on my highway of life.
I may pass by again one day and see if you changed.
This is just an acknowledgement that you indeed affected my heart and soul.
A landmark made for you, constructed in this memory.
Just promise me to not lose the beautiful essence within you later on in life.
It is definitely something priceless in this world that you posess.
A risk I took that rewarded me with such luck.
Discovering you was an achievement in itself.
Thank you for your generousity and warm spirit.
Going separate ways from here on starts with departing.
Although it's not goodbye or farewell. It's so long for now.
Your quite the person who's story is worth to tell.
Even though my conclusion puts you as just an illusion....

politics as usual....(conversative remix)

All i can say is..... it feels so shitty waking up to a Conservative minority government.
These people who voted Conservative......... I hope you learn to regret the decision you made and watch out for the consquences.
I know a lot of people in Calgary. I was born there I still have many family friends there. To learn that Conservative won all the seats in the west especially the Southwest-Calgary riding (where Harper won in a landsilde) just gives me an eerie feeling that maybe my family friends there most likely voted Conservative as well.
Today as Canadians we are taking the plunge in a hot tub with George Dubb-Ya. May God save as all. *shrugs in disappointment*

untitled...

it's hard to let go when your heart tells you not to.

you think rational once again when the mind is in control

and the heart doesn't do what the mind tells it.

it sucks to be rational but that is the path i'm walking on.

being rational led me there before and it will again.

i hope to be rewarded for self-control and sacrifice.

all i can do is pray and move on without looking back.

now i await to see the next obstacle equipped with a smile on my face.

knowing that tomorrow will be a new day,

love for self and try to keep the evil away

i will find my peace and be humble

and share more moments with others along the journey.

thank you.

seems like I'm dreaming but I'm not sleeping...

morningside and sheppard
been here since back when
playing ninja turtles
it was all pretend
at 10, big bully I was before
my victims are now my friends
be close even when we be rockin' them depends
untapped or tapped
the world's out of order
viruses turning into epidemics
mad cow slaughter
painting pictures, writing poems, cd listening
rappers wanna shine, ice all glistening
that's cool but I'll stay real tho
rubberbands on my wrist, making pizza dough,
only for me to know...of how I want to be
I'm essential, good for your heart, I be Omega 3
I wanna be there, tender love and care
supported thru thick and thin, sending me awkward stares
....Life's not fair, cookie crumbs on the floor
don't like it? get out! there's the door
close it on your way out, true friends only
friends buy friends expensive gifts
like playstation 3, SONY?!?!?!?
I'm done, I flex, I know I'm strong...
Strong enough for a man but made for a woman
"Dance with me sweetie they are playing our SONG!"

"/plays Tom Tom Club - Genius of Love.mp3"

james brown.......JAMES BROWN!!!!! (3:38 on Genius of Love LMAO)

out....

Sometimes in life, Jay has a "Carebear" moment

so I tell people I have stop playing the game of poker and the most common response was, "I guess it was a phase eh?" and explain to them it wasn't, I just lost the patience for it. In turn I did lose a passion for it after that. Poker wasn't just a "phase" for me. I put so much time and effort into it. To call it a "phase" just implies I was never serious about it in the first place.

I still love it to an extent, being that I still think about it time to time, calcuating the odds, knowing the obivious pre-flop odds for certain hands (ex. pocket fives vs. A K is a coin-flip situation being that both have a 50% chance of winning at the end of the hand) and my favourite, learning how to read people at the table.

The last one still fascinates me because it's still an everyday activity of mine. Trying to "read" people, reading their reactions, body language, and their tone of voice which of course is important because it's not what is said but HOW it is said that counts a lot. Just like what I'm learning in my SOC104 class, "The medium is the message." hahahaha I know I'm such a geek. But this "geek" is hoping to get nerd status to get 3.5 GPA minimum so look out...I'll try my best.

Anyways I'm gonna take a break from certain activities for awhile. Mainly MSN, blogging and reading comics LOL. All too addictive like cigarettes but without the yellow fingernails, bad breath and oh yes......risk of lung cancer. I am in a state of constant change.....It has been awhile since I had a drastic one (it seems like every year one happens) and I guess it's about time it's happening. Like I said before, "2006 BIG TINGS A GWAN!" and they occuring at a surprising rate. Whatever is going on I'm sure liking the journey along the way. Can't forget the obstacles of course because I do like living "dangerously" taking risks or what not. Like yesterday I was wondering if I should spend $2 on 591ml of bottle water or..........drink from the public water fountain? I know.....I'm Secret Agent 008 in this bizzznatch. It's like, "Yo Jay watch out... you don't know where that bottled water has been!!!!" Seemed like close calls for both right there.....so instead I did netiher A or B but.... choice C. And C was an old timmy's coffee cup filled with rainwater from the night before at the back of Building D. "NOW THAT'S A SPICY .....cup of wa-TER." (Hmmmm I think that's how the saying goes.....)

Anyways I'm out.....8am class tmrw YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO!!!! I won't hold on because my panties are in a knot. They said on the package they were knotless free guaranteed...... :( Never again dollar bargain store! *shakes fist at them*

time to leave this place, this feeling...

lyrics to "Superconnected" by Broken Social Scene

does it come in cages?
does it come in threes?
i'm tripping on all my time
i'm tripping like i am seized.
never the car ride
and never the key
always been failing
minding my means
and they wanna believe it
and they wanna conceive
there's a difference in texture
i know that about me
and they want fuck this
right between the knees
get a little bit bloody
what is that have to do with me?

but i really don't want to think about those things anymore
no, i really don't want to think about those things
i really don't want to think about those things anymore
i die when i think about those things

was it sectional babies?
was it make believe?
they get you like creature's cocks
they get you like creature's creed.
i've never been sailing
not unless it's the sea
a typical lazy eye
a stare off for you and me
and they want to connect it
and they wanna conceive
get it all connected
with you and you and me
and i love the body....
whoops, what's happened to me?
i was talking about something
i can't believe

i really don't want to think about those things anymore
i really don't want to think about those things
i really don't want to think about those things anymore
i die when i think about those things

if your superconnected......................it's time to leave.

this always happens to me...

BSS is playing at the KoolHaus on This Friday on the 21st and Saturday the 22nd. I just found out about it and they are already sold out! ARGGGGGGGHHHHH. One of my goals is to see them play before i'm 25. 3 more years to do it. Geez man why can't I catch me a piece of that kit-kat bar and have a break. (Then some old man in the back says, "What?!?!? you like your coffee crisp?!?!?" and then the old lady beside him nods her head and says, "He likes his coffee crisp....") The End. Wunderbar Grams! Wunderbar!



One of the greatest indie bands out there...Broken Social Scene. YAY! :)

i love school like mcadams loves gosling gosling gosling...

"I'll be a bravebird, shhhhhoooott... Even if I'm wounded, I will still fly. Fly so high till I touch the sky." or that's at least what I'm telling myself. Anyways felt so dry today because no one wanted to sit with me. they were only forced to because the teach assigned us groupwork LOL. I know I don't stink, I took a shower at 5:30am and equipped with degree FOR MEN! Maybe it seemed I had a mean face going on?!?!? Sometimes I look like a grumpy bear. But if not FUCK 'EM! their loss right LISA?!? LMAO. *shouts to my homegirl Lisa....she knows. (*She looks at me with disapproval...) Fine....bun you girl bahahahaha.

Time to review chapter one for my SOC120 class. some test today going on I dunno.
MSN is becoming a blackhole in my life I need to stop doing seriously. Blackhole meaning it sucking up all the time. I'm wasting time on it....(for all those special education students...HOLLA!) Well my books will be my new best friends and probably my only friends for awhile. I'll catch up with you real living people in 3 months time LOL.


FUCKERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! excuse my francais... I meant to say......FUCK YOU SENECA! ...that's better.

-catch y'all on the flipside or the other side of 8 mile perhaps?!?!? Yeah I'm weird...get used to it!!!

3 times the 3urious....



'Drix, Joe and Moi the Jayness himself.

als;kdfjlaskjghlag....

okay.....i fully thought i only had one test this week (just accounting). but in my SOC102 (communication of mass media)class the teacher pulls up one on me and says there's a test tmrw. like WTF! honestly i feel so behind.
well i'm just here to bitch because there's no one to bitch to. I am a loner!
only looking forward to see Hilary in Business class in 1.5 hours. LOL I'm so lonely. bahahahahahahhahaa.

for all those real hip hop heads out there. listen to "Hell Naw!" by Slum Village from their latest album, which was self-titled and came out in Oct 2005.

Fuck reading is so fun it fucking hurts. Seriously two asprin last night. LOL.

don't sell yourself to fall in love...

the urge to procrastinate has started to creep in
chapter one, page five is about to begin
the power I need to focus on is will
Now this man "Jay" gots no time to chill, just float
upon theories and strategies
of getting dough, madd cheddar for companies
this hustling is dope, it's legit, it's much better
instead of dealing, risking arrest in bad weather
unknown variables becoming obstacles in the way
taking what little focus he has left day after day
this one variable....ummm let's call her "X"
X's body is oozing a hot pool of sex
she even listens to old school "Wreckx-N-Effects"
That's DOPE, that's fresh, but still whatever.
She a Jezebel, fall in love with her, no way, never
"Don't knock it 'til you try it." she telling me.
I replied, "I'm not interested in your offer you see...
...I'm not here to be used, or abused. Just serenity.
Thanks for the offer but I don't want your company."
True story? Nah man I'm just playin'
Yo sometimes I don't even know what I'm sayin!

....KICK IT!!!! (*bad beatboxing sound kicks in now...*)

A to the R to the J to the Y, B to the T to the A to the R
LA DI DA DI HO!, LI DI DA DI HEY!
Jay blogs shit like this like everyday.
Doesn't give a fuck, doesn't care what people say.

So if you don't know....now you know....NEGRO!
....and it went a little something like THAT. :Peace

gotta get up to get DOWN...[pix]

the event recap (which is an essay) is posted b4 this one. so scroll down for it. it's my blog but i'm hardly in the pics because i was either taking the pics or talking to other people. thanks to everyone who showed up to make liza get up to drunken master level status. for those who missed out and were invited. your loss. now posted for your viewing pleasure....down one lounge pix.




my sister (liza boogz) is already smashed. when I arrive.



the crazy gamalinda and the crazier baltazar - drix and liza



boogstar and I...



m.t. people



jennifer and catherine



and the drinks for boogz just keep on coming....



katrina and liza



Ladies and gentlemen our special guest the Duelmasters champion of Toronto and my cousin, Irineo "Viewtiful Joe" Gamalinda. The CHAMP was indeed there....TRUE STORY.



Joe, Donna, and Hendrix



it has begun.....



kat and tim, nick, jhiffee and andrew (standing)



St8 Reppin' Gamalinda/Baltazar clan. bl00ps!!!



priscilla and liza



jenny, cathy, pris, and drunken master.



the couples - jhiffee w/chris, kat w/eddie and hand w/bottle.



old friends....



cida (smoking), eddie, kat, kim and paul



looks like a "who has the biggest dick? match"with foot size to determine the winner. Paul is asking Kim if he can join in the fun. Kim can't believe this shit. (LOL jkz)



Paul is asking Nick to vouch for his big cock. "Hey Nick you seen it remember? At the last cockfight in my basement."



"It's her last one." or so she's been telling me since 5 silces ago.



Kim, Cida, and soon to be arriving at a REHAB near you, "Bottomless Alcoholic Pit Boogstar"



Kim, Priscilla and Glen



Cida, Liza and her newest friend silce #10.



Paul and his wifey Kim



Paul and his ex-wifey Jonathan



I guess they said a filipino joke because the token brown guy (Glen) didn't get it.



MickeyDee girls - Cathy and Jenny.



Then the monster that is named BOOGSTAR pops outta nowhere.

gotta get up to get DOWN...

This Friday the 13th was a long ass day. Had my "mass media" class (gen ed credit) at 8am. which was just a waste if time. my only class scheduled for the day supposed to be two hours but only lasted half an hour. it's like I went to school for nothing bah!. met up with my boy mark who hooked me up with QNM106 and BUS106 books. Finally, I don't have stress about these books no more.

Got home around 11:30am and did shit all till 5pm. Left for downtown to meet up with Drix and Joe. Went VS. card shopping and walked around Yonge till we hit Yummy BARBQ near Yonge and Wellesley. It was so good.....I'm so going back for that fo sho. By the time we had dinner it was 9pm. My sister Liza had her party scheduled @ Down One Lounge for 10pm. We went on a mission to pre-juice at Flatiron & Firkin Pub across from Down One. 3 pitchers = about 4 pints each, good laughs of old memories and funny stories. Hanna (Drix's older sister) calling Joe and asking us where are we. She was told we were coming soon like in 10 mins. Bahahah we took our sweet time instead with our 3rd pitcher of carlsberg. Mission accomplished. BUZZED. HAPPY. READY TO EXPLORE.

(1 min later on the across the street from Firkin...) we arrived at Down One. My first time there. Lounge was smaller than what I imagined but my sister reserved a safe area to chill at and met old friends. It was good to see how her friends grown from remembering them from elementary and then them now. It was surreal. I introduced myself to everyone who came out for my sister's b-day. Wanting everyone just to be relaxed and comfortable. I understand how it feels to go to a party not knowing at least one more person other than the one they came with. So 3 jobs I had for the night and they were: Take care of my drunk ass sister (who drank way more than me), socialize with everyone (again I'm not a BOO radley haha), and meanwhile still drink enough to be fucked up myself hehe.

Let's see...time to test my memory of who was there (not counting my sister and I).
Joe, Drix, Hanna, Aaron (Hanna's bf), Donna (Hanna's friend), Tim, Andrew F., Andrew H., Kelly, Jhiffee, Chris L., Nick, Gordon, Aia, Catherine, Jenny (Cathy's friend), Katrina, Eddie, Priscilla, Glen, Paul, Kim (Paul's gf), and Cida. Yeah that sounds right LOL. (I know someone will ask about who was there when they read my blog, so yeah there you go.)

Around 1:30am I did two tequila shots to finish up. (My alcohol stats were at this point: about 4 pints of carlsberg, carona, rum and coke, and the 2 tequila shots.) So lovely LOL. Soon enough Cathy asked, "Who's wallet is this?" and stupid me it was mine. Almost lost my $60 dollars....NO!!!! LOL. Cathy and her friend Jenny had the munchies and were going to Pizza Pizza so I invited myself along for the walk. We found out Pizza Pizza was only a min away but took us 15 mins to get there. Here's a lesson for you folks. "Don't ask a drunk person for directions." Anyways we got a large pizza and ate there. Heheh they were trying to carry a conversation. I could tell they were still shy with me. Avoiding eye contact, but looking at the other girl while answering my questions. I thought it was cute LOL. Yeah I did invite myself so I didn't expect to just be relaxed with me. I'm glad though I got to at least get to know them a little more. I had a lot fun.

Done at 2:30pm and headed back to Down One. Everyone was looking for us LOL so I blamed Jenny for our disappearence. She took the joke and went along with it, while Cathy and I laughed. T'was an inside joke moment (YES!) We all left shortly after that. Back to Scarborough. Back to my area for a blaze session, but I was too tired to blaze with them. Saying my goodbyes, I left them to retreat to my warm and cozy bed.

Got home around 4am and tried to blog last night but fell asleep during the first paragraph. So I was up for 23 hours approximately. FUCK YEAH!!! Reality is back and it's gonna be a bitch for sure. At least I know I didn't waste a good night but it was costly LOL. Still a day well spent, because I made it so. I am a strong believer of the saying, "Life is what you make it." I like how one of my college teachers put it. "Life is 10% of what happens to me. The other 90% is how I react to it." I can honestly say I reacted greatly to what happened to me last night. :)

Partying will be on hold. I have to back into SERIOUS mode. Maybe a VS. session or two this month. Yang's field trip in the works for this month too hopefully. I'm out. Down One pix coming soon. :Peace. -Fin- w/ old school style ending with lyrics from the song I'm feeling at the moment. (Yep it's coming back...and with a vengenance!)

"Why you lookin at me like that?
Do you like what you're lookin at?
If you do, what you waitin on
Let's have a conversation
I'll find a corner over there
Lights down, perfect atmosphere
I'll make you want me, right now, gimme a chance."


can't believe this shit.

done for today. 3 classes straight and i'm heading home. just amused what was said in QNM 106 (Mathematics for Finance) just now. A girl is asking about the increase and decrease of percentages in the questions. What's funny is how she phrased the question and what I thought afterwards.

"Excuse me sir....I GET everything that's on the board, BUT how did you get X + 0.1X to equal 1.1X? (pause from the teacher and the class and then she continues to have her voice linger.) Ohhhhhh.........(the class is still waiting for it...) wait the "X" is a whole?????" I swear to Jeebus that's exactly what she's said.

Now for my reaction. It's like ahhhhhhhh I know I'm in Seneca, enrolled in Seneca but....how do you spell the word "Seneca"?

Bottom line is: Don't say you get everything when you don't. I'm sorry...but WTF were you saying you got everything when obviously you got nothing. Fuckin POSER!

***hahahaha I'm just tired and wanted to remember this joker of a girl. It gives me motivation that I don't want my mind to turn into a vegetable. Yes I'm so mean but I know everyone wanted to say how dumb she was. She prolly bribed someone at the test centre to fix her results so she didn't have to do the QNM 102 class (business math for beginners).

Looking forward to Down One Lounge tomorrow >>>>> 9pm=Arrival time. 9:15pm=Departure time from reality. 2 am on Saturday morning=reality coming back to kick my ass and steal my freedom. BLAH. That's all. Finito. ....next will be a summary of Down One festivies and pics. Adios!

why can't I turn off the radio?

just finished my SSC102 class and have an hour break now. again....no friends, the loner once again hahaha. well I have classes with all different sections so it's gonna be challenging to make new ones. it's not that I'm shy, it's timing... first classes this week all have the tone of... "this course is gonna be oh so seri-oh-so". I'm not scurred, I'll step my game up stillage. But of course it's easier to go thru it with "friends" or at least allies.

Mission Objectives for this week: (*Wearing the shades from MI:2 and being briefed*)

-fucking buy books (some shit is due tmrw for ACC120)
-talk to more people (don't wanna be a BOO Radley)
-maybe hit on a girl for fun (hard work and no play makes jayblazin a dull drink of water. did I say hard work? I meant hardly working. :P)
-sleep fucking earlier than 10pm (got up today and felt like shit. Damn you MARKUS!)

My hour break isn't passing by fast enough. So I will hum the tune of "Spanish Flea" and hope some hot latinas come and greet me. Or some latinos come and say "What up VATO!" (That would be pretty cool too.) But then after rob me of my precious apple and banana I have for lunch today. (Not cool.)

Also I have to check out this Filipino Student Association Club. I wanna see if there's more than 30 ppl. I'm curious where all the flip girls are so sue me!

-Boo Radley signing off....

Welcome back to Seneca (part three): 3's a crowd...

hahahah I know what your sayin.....OMG another post?!?!? Just one more wouldn't hurt okay. So my last class was @ 1:30pm BUS106 (Intro to Business) and met Hillary. Pretty girl and talkative. It's her first time @ Seneca, she's in the Marketing program and is a bartender at night. (*me nodding my head to one of my boys* "Yeah I know!"). One word comes to mind now, "SAUCY!"

At least I found one person I can talk to on tuesdays in my last class. Thank goodness.

You should of seen the other guys' faces LOL. They gave me a look like, "How is this guy running game?" LOL....don't watch that. I can run shit whenever I want.

-Kingpin out...

Welcome back to Seneca (part deux): a 4 hour spare well spent...

So I'm bizzaccckkk from the last time I posted. So much shit got done since the last post and they are:

-got new SenecaONE card (blah I hate my pic)
-lined up for the timetable line (looked like a 3 hour wait but only waited 25 min)
-finally sat down to ask to add the Math course I needed and the lady goes that I need to take a math assessment test. (What the BLOODCLOT!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGAIN?!?!?! Nah I pussed out and said, "Ohhhh okay...thank you.")
-Went on a mission to do my Math Assessment and fucking Aced it (BOOO-YAH!!! mofos).
Seriously stupid seneca fuckers (Student Advisors who were in charge of my timetable) should of just added me that math course in the first place. (Ummmm hello!!!!! I did Technical Math with Algebra and Calculus when I was doing Electronic Engineering).
-Brought the results and lined up again but this time it was 20 mins. Then I was like, "FUCK YOU BITCHES I told you I'm the man......look 100% Don't ever doubt my skills!" LMAO yeah right....more like, "Hello miss, here's my test scores." (Bahahahaha!)
-Now it's been there, done that. Drank my large Timmy's double double and here chilling in the commons with 40 mins to spare. Sounds like a record time? No?

Anyways...so many gyals...so little time to socialize...ummmm who am I kidding. I have no friends here yet. I got to make some or I'll go crazy! LOL.


fuckery.... A BORED JAY = A GUY WHO BLOGS DURING HIS LUNCH BREAK @SENECA. (pathetic.)

toodles til next blog entry...and I so could eat some noodles right now. damn the word "TOODLES" makes me think of noodles. :Peace

Welcome back to Seneca......

...it's time to suffer to the utmost.

4 hour break is gonna be the death of me. Thank goodness the line up to fix my schedule is almost a 3 hour wait so..... that gives me something to do anyway.

8am classes all semester long LOL. It's gonna be fun I bet. As much fun as it is listening to Roseanne Barr sing the USA national anthem and then our Canadian anthem afterwards.

(to be continued...)

no more crack....i flushed it

So I confessed my feelings to my friend I have a crush on and I'm happy with the result. She's an amazing person to say the least from what I know. She's cool and just still wants to be friends which I also want too. I guess I did it because I just wanted this weight to be lifted off my chest and it has. Now I can just sing the chorus of the famous Soul II Soul song "Keep on Movin, keep on moving, don't stop now.....keep on moving!" (LOL.)

Anyways things are looking good :D and I'm so glad how the start of my new year is going. Happy 2006 to all my family and friends!!!!!

I'll be back to blog my first day back at school. It's time to enjoy the weekend. PEACE!

I think I'm on crack....you be the judge.

I dunno anymore......I never seemed to know when the moment comes. The moments pass me by like cars and I'm watching the nascar race with a front row seat. I guess it's better when things are spontaneous for me because when I plan it never executes the way I want it. So my first step to take control once again is to let go, accept my role/position and man it up. Onwards and upwards to greater glory, take no prisoners, do whatever I can for the cause, look both ways before I cross the street, and ask for super size when I order a McDonald's combo and also get sweet and sour dipping sauce. Just kidding about the last three but you know what I mean. Oh wait you don't? Neither do I.....

Anyways.... "Whatchu talkin' bout Jayness?" Well imaginary voice in my head it's simple really. I can't keep this secret anymore. It has to be said because I am going crazy thinking about it day after day after day. [NO!!!! I'm not gay if that's what you're thinking GREN! I'm 99.99% STRAIGHT (with a 0.01% margin of error). I like you man but not that way. You stay cool and keep rainbowing it up because there is nothing wrong with that LOL.] So... I'm a shy guy when it comes to girls and telling them I have a crush on them. Who knows if I can tell her. But this is a start, to acknowledge it and get it out my system. Plus I learnt something new today...I learnt that I'm on crack seriously. Watch out for my crazy-ass this year BOO-YAH!

P.S. Here's a SNL Digital Short called "Lazy Sunday" check it out because it's Double True! Crazy Delicious and Snack-Attack Motherfuckers!!! :J

blah blah blah....

1.Ever been given a ring?
nope

2. Longest Relationship with a friend:
ian mok

3. Last gift you received:
cookies

4. How many times have you dropped ur cell today?
none, i don't have one

5. Last sport you played?
basketball

6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
going out, vs. system

7. Three things you ate last?
rice, beef and broccoli

8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
face

9. Favorite songs:
A whole lot but at the moment it's "Remember To Breathe" by Dashboard Confessional

10. Where do you live?
Malvern, 'Vern as it's known hurr

11. High school you attend(ed):
Mother Teresa

12. Cell phone service provider:
Nada

13. Favorite mall store:
HMV

14. Longest Job held:
Cultures

15. Do you own a pair of dice?
Yes

16. Do you prank call people?
No, I have a life thanks...

17. Last wedding attend?
My Auntie Kiss' wedding in sauga

18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery?
Ian

19 Favorite fast food restaurant:
Dragon Centre

21. Biggest lie you have heard?
Too many to remember

22. Immediate Vacation Spot:
Hawaii

23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends:
Yang's Sushi Bar

24. Can you cook?
Yeah a bit

25. What car do you drive?
The one in Burnout Revenge (no no not for real just in the game lol.)

26. Best kisser?
Amy

27. Last time you cried?
Watching the Notebook for the umpteenth time. WHAT? It's a great movie!

28. Most hated food:
Balot (don't ask)

29. Things you like most about yourself:
Always find the humour in everything even though I'm the only one who sees it when with a group of friends.

30. Thing you hate most about yourself:
Overthinking too much

31. Person you want to do in a bad way?
Alyssa Milano...because she's so bad it's hot!

32. Longest shift you have worked at ?
8:30am to 11:30pm for KaChina Foods

33. Favorite Movie/s?
Guy Ritchie's Movies cept for the one Madonna was in. Ocean's Eleven and Pulp Fiction.

34. Can you sing?
I sing.... but not well

35. Last concert attended?
QSO

37. Last movie rented:
Last movie rented.....wow. I think it was Down to Earth.

38. Favorite Alcoholic drink?
Thanduay Rum (from the Philippines), or Silent Sam vodka.

39. Things you never leave home without:
keys, wallet, money, chap stick and gum and easy clip (summer)

40. What are you gonna do now that your done?
nothing but listen to music

happy new year indeed.....

8 glasses of wine, glass of rum punch, session of that la-la-la = super phucked!
lol omg anyone could of asked me anything and I would of spilled seriously. 2006 is gonna be sweeeet! :D

I think I'mma pass out again.....

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