Tip Tip Tipsy off my ass....honestly.

okay so i'm tipsy on 7 beers now.....i'll go all out with a truthful yet risky post. I tell all how I'm feeling.....

what I need to say:

-I hate stats.....I think I'm gonna fail it honestly. I might drop it still.

-What is this game I'm playing with Eileen? I should honestly just ask her out even if she probably has a boyfriend. Time to be an asshole eh? LOL.

-Lisaann's cousin is hot.....too bad she's in grade 11.

-I'm happy that I'm in a good place with Kat... finally done with that awkwardness and now everything is gravy and we are back with the "Clique".

-I want to go back to Calgary someday... yeah I definitely want to move away from Toronto because I constantly think about how my life was if I didn't move to Toronto.

-Laker beer is soooooo good man.......made with natural spring water oooooohhhhh!

-Why would I be doing this? you probably be asking... I honestly want to get this shit out. I'm thinking about it, I don't care what anyone says, it's my blog... I don't give a fuck.

walked to the dance floor....

on center stage with the thrill of a fight
vocabulary skills that kill on a mic
poser power ranger that morphs with might
outta sight alright
it's time to excite, gone off to feel right
alive in the spotlight, doing an art
hear that soulful rhythm that pumps your heart?
that's how I felt about you right from the start
moving on up while dancing my part
a caliente sweet tart with a sweet heart
caught me looking at her from across the room
big beat, madd bass, her hips in tune
soon, I locked on and shot with range
like cupid's arrow made her feelings change
connection becomes classic, this is golden age
her beauty imported, exotic foreign exchange
thankful I came out to witness this
unforgotten moment in my collection of experiences

Lay back cause it's a summertime....

Pics from Lisaann's Grad Party:



Me, Kat, Lisa and Gia (I'm doing some dork look. I dunno...I was drunk)



Lisa, Gia, Bernard and Lisa's cute friend Sahari



Gren and I: Things done in the name of Pride...yeah FRIENDSHIP PRIDE!!!! (Don't get it twisted!)



Whoa Gia take it easy for a second....friggin alky hahaha.



Summer, summer, summertime. Just sit back and unwind....



Ahhh YEAH!!! Holla @ Lisa!



More gyal dems....Nadia, Sahari and Julie



Equipped w/ Magic Mic. I got it started with "September" by Earth, Wind and Fire.



Bernard singing "Do you really want to hurt me" by Culture Club (LOL.)



Kat passed out after partying so hard with 2 Bacardi Breezers (HAH! Weak...)



Gia and Gren.....



and Lisa and I, reminiscing about old times.



You GO LISA! You show them how to open presents meng!

This DJ, he gets down. Mixing records while they go...

Check this out....The Technics SL-DZ1200. It's a thing of beauty.

Looks like the sky is full of love...

Heaven help me with these last two mid-terms!!! Studying my brain out and taking the mental pounding like a bitch. I've been stressed and thank goodness for the weekend I had. Drinking session at Lisaann's, Gia's party and UFS session hahaha I needed it. Big up to the clique! (Kat, Lisaann, Gia and Bernard) Thank you oh so very much guys.

Right now I'm listening to the "Bittersweet" album by DJ Neil Armstrong. It's really good and I looked for this artist after I heard one of his other albums @ Gia's party. Track 05 - "Kiss of Life" by Sade mixed with the "Frontin'" beat by the Neptunes. Can you say RE-DONK-U-LICIOUS?!?!?!? bahahah.

[Just dance like no one is watching...]

The party was great. Met all of Gia's friends (pickering peeps) they were very receptive to my entrance. I walked in and just say hello to everyone. Kat and Lisaann were like, "WTF.....Jay? Mr. Social?!?" They told me prior to the party that the social circles don't talk really. So I brought them together. How did I do that? It's simple really. Playing cards with them LOL. I guess it's a thing I have. Entertaining for guests even though it's not my house LOL. I just believe you have to make everyone welcome at a social setting especially when people don't know one another. One of the girls was very engaging and I like how she had stuff to talk about and kept asking me questions. (Hey....she's stole my thunder. I usually ask the questions LOL.) I scared her away though when I played poker. Hahahah I killed the table and everyone got turned off and wanted to go to the basement. Yeah that's right I hustled them. LMAO. So we did and Kat and I were team captains for the Sceneit DVD Game. My team won over Kat's team. Overall, good food + great people = awesome time.


the gyal dems: Lisaann, Gia, and Kat


badass madapakas: Gia, Bernard, Kat and the Realest One himself. (Man I really look Chinese. Damn!)



[Another bites the dust....]

UFS session on took place the next day after I got treated for a pedicure with my Dad which our Mom got for my Dad for Father's Day but he wouldn't go thru it unless I went too. Went to this spa on Yonge and Bloor and these Japanese women served us. Hahah the foot message was AWESOME!!!!! My corns (that were 23 years in the making) became so smooth and felt my feet were so much lighter. I would go again for one seriously. After that and Mandarin went to Drix's house to get a rematch against Drix. I ended up winning 5-0 in that game. (SHORYUKEN his ass!) then played Marvel Vs. Capcom way which was very interesting. We have to fix and tweak some of the rules but I think Joe and Drix could make it a sensation if they posted it on the UFS forums LOL.

*****Okay kids, I'm out for awhile so don't expect another entry because this week will be busy. PEACE!


the UFS crew: Drix, Phi, Moi, and Joe (hahah I'm checking out Drix's deck so hard)


a.k.a. the Flat Foots: I'm just dancing again that's why I'm blurred.

Oh Montreal. how I miss you...

Lyrics: "Of Montreal" by The Stills

the falling freon
is turning me on
it drips on the street
the sun cries from the heat
i love feeling beat
i'll kiss the lipstick on your teeth

friends gettin old
we all dig for gold
the crumbs and pieces
a dead mouse in the sink
are turning me on
are turning me on

the night so happy
the bass drum heavy
the photo glossy
the people pretty

turning me on
turning me on
turning me on
are turning me on......

NACH-OOOoooo.....

Song: "Be Quiet and Drive" by Deftones

So....that previous post was really something eh? Hahahah it is what it is, but don't worry I am moving on (REALLY!). This week is finally coming to end. 2 mid-terms done and I'm happy that I felt confident finishing them both. The accounting mid-term was so straight-forward I was the first one done in an hour. The teacher gave me that "attaboy with the thumbs up" look. The guy beside me (James) who answers a lot of questions seems to know a lot since he has banking experience. I was surprised to see he was still on like page 2. It was okay for me to look because he had a different version of the test. It's funny I haven't been to accounting class in like a week and this guy goes all the time. I asked him right b4 the test if the teach covered TRIAL BALANCE last class and he says to me that he didn't listen. All I thought was wow what a bullshitter. Either he knows and doesn't want to tell me or this guy answers the teaches questions using the book. So anyways it looks like Jackoff (errr I meant ....James. Nah I take that back, I meant JACKOFF!) doesn't know shit after all. Oh yeah the girl beside me wanted me to show my paper while I wrote my test. I told her "okay....." (Are you like retarded???), then she said, "Thanks." (She doesn't know that we are getting different versions of the test) The teacher gives us the test papers and she finally realizes she's on your own LMAO (YOUR FUCKED NOW!). It's a MID-TERM don't you fucking study? Like damn I hate going to that class because it's like having a target on back for any slackers looking to sit beside me. ARRRRGGGGHHHHH! It's like don't talk to me if you gonna waste my time by trying to use me. I used to be a slacker! I know all the tricks! LOL....FUCKERS!

Hahaha yeah I'm still venting. Blahage! - - - Marketing quiz tmrw, stats assignment for next week, and 2 mid-terms left on Wednesday. I can't wait to celebrate for one week with sleeping in and look for a lovely distraction. Anyways back to studying...... two words: NACHO LIBRE!

Getting hit by a large Q-TIP makes me vent!

"Everytime I try to leave, something keeps pulling me back telling me that I need you in my life..."

A thought that continues to pop in my head constantly. A thought that hits me so constantly it almost feels like the thought is hitting me with that big ass Q-TIP shown on American Gladiators. The feeling I have been fighting for so long that has never really gone away. Now I all I can do is embrace the fact that it is part of daily routine as my escape from everything because it seems like one of few things I treasure in my life. Still telling myself that I deserve better than this, which I do, and that's no doubt. It's just the fucking IDEA that has got me wound up, constantly questioning the situation when in the first place there is none at all. Logic always tends to break my heart, I should have known by now. Stubborn Tauruses I tell ya!

Still seeking for the cure to this virus I have got. So far I've been given the vaccine. But now it seems it has worn out. .....FUCKERY!


Only the 2006 FIFA World Cup is keeping me occupied for now along with studying for mid-terms to get my mind off that stupid shit. So remember when all is said and done....watch the beautiful game and know that Brazil always on point. ""Go Brazil Go!"

seeing from a whole new perspective...

Yeppers. Yayness Jayness got these yesterday....



The Eyeglasses: Takumi T9569 Model (Tak2mi Collection) with EasyClip (OF COURSE!!!!) Sooooo sick! It was love at first sight when I tried these on. Can you say UBER-DORKNESS?!?!? ....This pocket protector pimp just got upgraded seeeeeennnnnnnn! :P

Ole...Ole! Ole! Ole!

Yes my dear...WE ARE ALL EXCITED about WORLD CUP 2006. The first match of theWorld Cup begins tomorrow at 12pm EST time with the host Germany Vs. Costa Rica. I still don't know who I'm rooting for to win the tournament. So far it's a pick between Portugal, England (RooooNEY is back YEA YEA!) and of course the heavy favoured powerhouse that is Brazil!

Speaking of hot, mouth watering, combustible, round like honey dew melon, ....SPORTS! Game One of the NBA Finals begins tonight. Miami Vs. Dallas! I say Miami takes it in 5. So Shaq can prove that he is once again the man. Pretty much telling Kobe and the Lakers to eat it and Dwayne Wade to get the championship first before "King James" because the man deserves it. Hahaha I'll stop there with the James bashing.

Anyways I have to study for Marketing (MRK) Quiz tmrw and Organizational Behaviour (OBR) for Tuesday. Friday night.....chill session at a pub with Grenny boy and his friends downtown. The weekend looks to be great and I can't wait for it to begin. CHEERS!

not in the place to be....

20 mins I have a stats test......heaven help me! save me jeebus! buddha give me a passing grade! LMAO i'm so random. okay time to go. damn summer school.

SCOTTAY!! Beam on down...baby!

finally back to this place...

the moment you feel in the air that your in the clear, that is where I am.
the only drama you know is through daytime soap operas and primetime shows, that is where I am.
to restrain myself, to feel guilty of certain actions, are all thrown out the window.
doing it my way, doing it on my time, taking back control of the 'life' remote and time to live once again is in my grasp.
knowing what's true around you and keeping a positive outlook being maintained by great people who are my friends.
just having fun finally and being free.
no more confusion, just a learnt life lesson that is left for me.
10 to 1 blastoff, onto the next journey to the moon.
shit takes time.....and I am finally here! thank goodness.
what am I sayin now? I'm sayin, "I know your out there and I can't wait to meet you."
until then...do yours and I will do mine. It doesn't take a whole day to recognize sunshine.