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Saturday, July 29, 2006
I really really like her.....let me show you!
M-Flo loves (aka feat.) Crystal Kay - "Reeewind!/I Like It" Music Video. The first part is okay but it's better @ the "I like it" part which starts at 2:37 mark LOL. ....ummmm I don't watch this video that much.... just like 10 times so far......10 times today nahhhh like 8 but i'll make 10 don't worry. LOL j/k! ...or am I???? Is it me or does Japan have better hip hop culture in their videos then are Canadian Hip Hop scene here? K-OS and DL Incognito are exceptions but really don't you think this video kills even the Massari/Shawn Desman videos! Like shit.....Teriyaki Boyz got signed to Def Jam and seem more hip hop than the rap group Swollen Members. Hey whatever if I'm hating it's just my observation. It seems like JAPAN has a better hip hop than we do SON! and we are fucking next door neighbours to the country that gave us hip hop and yet it seems we can't make it up to par.
*Looks at Crystal Kay* and says, "She will be mine....OH YES, she will be mine."
At this moment the little things that should matter, don't, not to me anymore anyways. Unattached to everything else, I am consumed with attachment with school which I rather not have. I hate the feeling I get being attached to something or someone. This is life now, the life of a 23 year old. Responsibility comes with the territory and I must find my freedom in another form. There must be another way out but I have the feeling I won't find it here. Experiencing the brain sensation of being stuck in quicksand and looking for anything to get myself out is just draining. I need to get some new perspective, I need to travel....
you know when you having a low, sad or bad day and then you hear a song that lifts up your spirits and feeling a top of the world for just the moment? well this song just did that for me. it so rocks. I hope you like it too. if you don't then something is bloody wrong with you and you need an ass whooping! yeah that's right! you heard me! errr I mean...... enjoy :D
Days and weeks go by so fast now it's just crazy... The weekend is already done with and I have noticed that I'm getting old and need my rest. Working out and playing ball keeping me busy but now my body is asking to just chill. I'm finally listening to it (hahah I'm so stubborn). Had fun this weekend, went clubbing @ Guvernment for Jhif's bday on Friday night and checked out the Beats, Breaks & Culture festival @ Harbourfront Centre on Saturday. Guvernment was okay. DJ sucked for the most part because he repeated a set of songs again in a span of 10 minutes only....loser! But it was blast still! After Guv we went back to Scarborough to chill and unwind...in front of Gordon's house. Mark: "Yo what the fuck?!?!?! Do you hear birds chirping too???? (All of us are laughing) Mark: Shit.....I got work at 9am! (Mark looks at his cell) Mark: Fuck! It's 3:35am hahahaha I'm so fucked tomorrow...errr...today!
Hahahaha Mark your too much. We fled and I got home a little after 4am and slept at 5am. Before I went to sleep I made sure I'll wake up early so I don't screw up the plans I made. Two alarms woke my ass up at 10:30am. "Good morning sunshine! It's time to have fun once again." Got up, ate breakfast. Fled to watch Toronto's own KING SUNSHINE! baby!
Met Gren at Kennedy station and got there to meet Joe at the concert stage. Just in time to catch King Sunshine in the early afternoon. (The lead singer was delightful to my eyes and ears :D) Justin met us after the performance and we decided to mission it for a beer. We ended up eating at Flatiron and Firkin where (Tim and Saira met us up). After that we walked back to the festival for the "Pop, Lock and Load" (B-Boy Competition) event. Gren, Joe, Justin, Saira, Tim and I got there a little late but it was all good. Gren, Saira and I decided to go home afterwards and said our goodbyes to the rest of the gents. I was sorta disappointed that there wasn't as much good acts this year than there was last year at the festival.
On the walk to Union I pulled my left hamstring while rushing because Saira told us we needed to pull an "Amazing Race Mission" to Yonge/Bloor cause her sister was waiting for us. At Union Subway Platform I stretched my hamstring out and did what look like a butt pose for everyone else on the other subway train while the two dorks where laughing at me.
Oh man I had a wicked time. Saira was a breath of fresh air and I'm glad I got to know her a little better cause she's jokes especially telling Gren off and dissing his mom hahahaha. (Yeah GREN I LOVE HER OKAY! hahaha TELL HER THAT!) Enough with my Saira lovefest. This is what my summer is all about, just meeting new people or just chilling with great people in general who are engaging, funny and good-natured. Now I'm just taking it all in and enjoying the silence. Till the next one....
So I'm back in school.....oh how I miss being on break. Study week went really slow surprisingly. I enjoyed getting to chill with friends I haven't chilled with in awhile and had my share of telling my corny jokes and getting reminded of all my famous "blunders" from high school. Seriously that was too much drinking for me that whole week. (Good thing I got an eliptical! haha). I got back into a workout craze early last month after playing ball at Seneca. Although I think the beer brought back the calories I've burned. (Blahage!)
Anyways I came back and I have new teachers. (For teachers to get their vacation in the summer semester they have one teacher doing the first 7 weeks and then another one taking over the last 7 weeks.) So yeah my new accounting teacher doesn't fuck around which is a total change from how my old one was so laidback and took his time. The new one reminds me of the old wrestler "Vader". Just picture Vader teaching accounting and you got it. I'm so fucking serious, I would laugh in class but this is one time it's really not such a good thing. Marketing class has an my old Business teacher and I'm happy. He was one of the best teachers I've ever had in college so far. Organizational Behaviour has a part-time teacher and he's very calm and likes to laugh and very polite. I admire the fact that he seems to have a lot of patience. A quality that I have lost in the last year and need to get back in my life.
So school is just school......for now. I was assigned a Teammate project for my OBR class and of course the project involves you and another. My friends already picked their partners before because they read about the project during study week. (Hahaha of course I didn't know. I was partying! Sheesh!) So I was recommended a partner, this girl that my friend Iesha was sitting next to. I looked at her and noticed it's the girl who looks at me in class. This will be interesting I thought because she's looks mysterious and yet appealing. So then I asked her if she would be my partner and she said "Qui!" (haha I added the QUI and no she's didn't say she wants to be my wife. Maybe later...) Yes, so I have a teammate because the teacher forced us to be saying, "I don't want to hear later on that people will be doing it alone. It must be done with another classmate." Now I'm thinking that I don't even know this girl at all. What have I got myself into? But honestly I like this feeling hahaha. Not knowing anything. But in a way it's really nice meeting someone new but when grades are affected then it seems dangerous. I hope Ms. Barrientos knows what she's doing.
Beats, Breaks & Culture festival @ Harbourfront Centre this weekend. It's a free hip-hop/jazz/funk/electronica festival. I suggest you check it out. Looking forward to seeing King Sunshine @ 2pm on Saturday. If anyone is going let me know and probably meet up with you there. I'll most likely be there for the whole day starting starting off at 2pm with King Sunshine and then the B-Boy Competition Semis @ 5pm, and stay for Candance Weapon's show @ 11pm. Last year was really good. It was my first time checking out the festival and I had so much fun. I looking forward to discovering new artists/bands again for this year.
Yeah I know I'm having like essays for entries now. Just feel like it I guess. Pictures will come soon. For now here is one I didn't post before because it wasn't sent until recently. For me to enjoy mostly. Here is Kat, Lisa and I having a whale of a good time. FUCKING SCHOOL. arrgggh.
Going through as many emotions as you see cars passing by on a highway. Or so it seems to be right now. I can't believe what happened in the last year. Looking back at my posts especially @ July 02, 2005. I remember that day like it happened last week or something. (Hahaha alcohol got nothing on my memory cells!) That day before that entry (July 1st, 2005) was the day I was told that my friend passed away from an work related accident, made me realize I have been taking a lot of things for granted.
A change started to happen, the way I am now I sorta of link it to that day. I'm more outspoken and less passive with a lot of situation now. Participating more into getting to know new people, and trying to maintain old and close friendships. With old friendships it's hard to just rely and reminisce on past memories all the time. Doing things together, going out and having a good time and actually talking about real shit is what keeps it stable. This is what matters to me! At the moment I can't talk to people who are passive, I need engaging conversation that simulates my mind, which gives off like I'm very cold to people who really don't have anything to say but only have small talk with me. I feel like I'm numb to small talk, probably I have ADHD but it's the truth. Give me the jokes/argument/debate because it gives me the feeling that I am alive. I hate small talk....that is for accquintances. Your my friend, tell about your life and I will share about mine, straight up. It takes two though to have a friendship. If it seems one sided and the other person is not participating then there's no substance. That's an accquintanceship LOL. Pretty much I'm totally like an asshole for telling people how to socialize with me and knowing by this post whether or not they are my friend LOL. At least I will know now.
I don't like using the word "friend" so lightly. When I say someone is my friend is when I can see chilling with this individual that have a quality I admire and want to be around me. Fuck that "cookie cutter" shit like Mr. Me Too. "Your filipino? I'm filipino too." That doesn't make you friends automatically...plz I know some people like that. That's posing friends! You having no friends bastard!
I'm posting this because this morning all I could think about was my friend who passed away a year ago. A great guy who I stopped contact with when he moved before we went high school. I remember the last time I saw him when I was in Grade 12. My friend and him came to my front door and I didn't recognize him and he was in front of me. Surely a mistake and one I don't want to make again. I totally feel bad for that moment but with that I have realized that I needed to change and be more involved just knowing a person truly is and not just like them for what they do or have. Knowing the little things I do can count for something big later on. (It's like getting those tickets playing Chuck E Cheese games then cashing them for a prize like a mini basketball hoop that gets dunked on for the first time only to break after 10 mins of usage. Yeah.....it was my other friend named Anony Mous....who did that. ummmm.... I know what a loser eh! LOL)
...Anyways lately I've been told that I still give up that imtimidating look, (HAH!) and it's in the way of totally getting to know people. What can I say about that? That's my look. To give another look will go to the point where it will be fake. Fuck that shit. That's more insulting to me and the person I'll be being "fake" with. I ain't a paid actor, so I ain't gonna act like one. That is why I typed this "HOW TO" guide for socializing with me. If you wanna be my friend then read this. If you don't, then get the fuck out, don't visit my blog ever again, seriously this is for "FRIENDS OF JAYNESS CLUB" ONLY.
