I think I'm on crack....you be the judge.

I dunno anymore......I never seemed to know when the moment comes. The moments pass me by like cars and I'm watching the nascar race with a front row seat. I guess it's better when things are spontaneous for me because when I plan it never executes the way I want it. So my first step to take control once again is to let go, accept my role/position and man it up. Onwards and upwards to greater glory, take no prisoners, do whatever I can for the cause, look both ways before I cross the street, and ask for super size when I order a McDonald's combo and also get sweet and sour dipping sauce. Just kidding about the last three but you know what I mean. Oh wait you don't? Neither do I.....

Anyways.... "Whatchu talkin' bout Jayness?" Well imaginary voice in my head it's simple really. I can't keep this secret anymore. It has to be said because I am going crazy thinking about it day after day after day. [NO!!!! I'm not gay if that's what you're thinking GREN! I'm 99.99% STRAIGHT (with a 0.01% margin of error). I like you man but not that way. You stay cool and keep rainbowing it up because there is nothing wrong with that LOL.] So... I'm a shy guy when it comes to girls and telling them I have a crush on them. Who knows if I can tell her. But this is a start, to acknowledge it and get it out my system. Plus I learnt something new today...I learnt that I'm on crack seriously. Watch out for my crazy-ass this year BOO-YAH!

P.S. Here's a SNL Digital Short called "Lazy Sunday" check it out because it's Double True! Crazy Delicious and Snack-Attack Motherfuckers!!! :J

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