"Scarbros. In Reserve": A Vs. system session....

Phi the silent assassin and Joe the duel master!



time to fix our team formations.



(me on the left) "look at my cards.....I'm so gonna win!" :D



I say, "Noooooo not so fast JOE! I my Capt. America attacks your Scarecrow!" hahahha naw just kidding just doing my attack pose for the pic. hahahhaa.



Joe replies with, "You can't stun me because I have +3 DEF this turn AHHHHHHHH!" LOL.

"My final answer is 'C'. Regis!"

In one summer night you got my attention
your warming introduction was executed with great perfection
The word interesting is not enough to describe what I felt
seemed like interest times infinity
with a little pinch of the ingredient that made me melt.
For awhile there curiousity took control of the situation.
"The Bear" only had champagne thoughts of you during his hibernation.
Is it love or lust? I still have no answer.
Yet the suffering of admiring sometimes feels like cancer.
A disease called "being infatuated with crush like symptoms", if you will
Not a disease that cannot simply be cured by a just a "over the counter" pill.
But it still remains to be seen...."How does she feel about me?"
"To be or not to be?"
for that question I answered neither, A or B
but instead the letter C.
C = "To be or not be (in love)?....but just to like."
You fly, I fly, we high like a kite.
This is my private confession to those who don't know...
to the one I'm writing this for it goes to show,
"I really do care about you and I hope for you the best."
Took me awhile to have the courage to get this off my chest.
Big Jay the poet only telling like it is, his way.
I'll wait in line, take a number....for that day.
The day when you be my "Queen" and I your "King".
Celebrating "us", on that lovely holiday in Spring.

It's been a trip and a half (and then some......)

Crazy storm yesterday right before I left for downtown to meet up with my friend Grenville. Going into Red Hot Poker Tour this time I didn't feel enthusiastic when I used to go in the summer. It was different that's for sure. New people there were nice people (shook hands, introduced themselves.) Old people I recognized seemed to turn into assholes (egos too high for their own good.) Then I asked a question to myself after observing these people, "Is poker their only outlet to a social life?" I guess that what it used to be for me. I'm like that anymore.....my passion for the game has come and gone. The "break" is over......it is definitely a break-up for sure for poker and I. Hahahaha I realized this right before the game started. I tried to keep myself interested. The days of observing and trying to read people's reactions are now people who do not posess playing cards in their hand. It will never be the same because I have evolved.

I went all-in on my pocket 6s vs. Ace Jack (off suited) before the flop. Flop was [Jack Jack 3] and I didn't hit anything to improve on the Turn and the River. I was the first one to get eliminated (hahahah how sad eh?) To be honest I wanted to get out on a hand like that. I went out knowing I had the best hand at that moment (pre-flop). Not much you can do about that.
I wished my friend Gren, "Good luck" and parted from the love I used to call Hold 'Em Poker.

To my darling Poker.....

You caught my eye and I became intrigued by the complexity of you. You made me smile, you made me laugh, you made me happy. It was great but that was temporary because it became a rollercoaster with you. I found someone else who stimulates my brain even more. What can I say I grew up and moved on. This probably doesn't mean anything to you since you always have the attention of other guys who always have you on their minds. But just wanted to tell you, "Thanks for the memories it's been a trip and a half."

Take care
-Jayness

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Anyways I lefted on my own from Elephant & Castle on King and Simcoe and walked to Yonge and Gerrard (to 401games LOL). Walking downtown as a loner and the cold air blowing in my face gave me peace and I became happy. For what reason? Well that's something I do not wish to tell yet or probably ever. Just between God and I and life. Heheh :)

-Jayblazin out.....

I think I'm in love again......

To the filipina with the beautiful smile in the black coat who got off at St. George Subway station with me......I don't know how I could of missed you. LOL. I knew I should of sat next to you when I got on at Downsview. Seeing your soulful eyes when we exited now haunt me in my daydreams (that's smooth right there eh!). The "hinting" look filled of interest....I loved that moment. But boooage she went westbound and I went eastbound while we transferred to the Bloor line. I guess it was not meant to be....but of course I will have always that moment of 20 secs at St. George. bahahahahahhaha.

Yes I laugh because it sounds pathetic but I'm oh-so-SERI-oh-so (serious)......I really dig those type of moments on the bus or subway. Gives you much more reason to RIDE THE ROCKET! Till the next one :D

"I hope that your the one. If not, you are the prototype! ............I think I'm in love again." - from the song "Prototype" by Andre 3000.

Gonna go back to Red Hot Poker Tour after my 2 month hiatus. It feels like a good time to come back....plus I'm Gren's only poker buddy. He's been mad that I stop playing poker for VS. system hahahha. Now I just wanna see who dominates the Toronto Poker Scene since I've lefted. I'll be ready for a wake up call to a introductory class to POKER 101 once again.

meh.....it's just a game of crazy 8

BLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I'm so fucking nervous for my "second interview" tomorrow. It's at this marketing firm (named Sunrize Enterprize) in North York near Downsview station. They said they don't do second interviews but instead do a trial run where I would be job shadowing and see what I would be doing if I got the job. I checked up on this company and they look legit. It really looks so good to be true. There has to be a catch....you know. I wanna thank my peeps for supporting me and wishing me luck for tomorrow. It means a lot.

Only told a few about this because I don't want to JINX it. I'll find it out more tomorrow. I need the "poker" confidence again. That is when I have the biggest ego when I sit down at the felt posessing a big stack of them chips hahha. I still miss the competition of playing poker. But at the moment for me playing again is nowhere near in sight. Vs. system stillage! hahahahhaha.

"Girl get comfortable, we got to do something you never done before. Baby not the usual, tonight we are getting unpredictable." - from the song "Unpredictable" by Jamie Foxx ft. Ludacris.

-J! goes all-in without looking at his cards.....at this point he doesn't even care about the stakes. To him it's just a game like crazy eight.....how sad. OH NO it's pocket ACES! and he wins another BIG POT. What a lucky bastard! :P

:D next halloween might be a purple one...

I'm still laughing at this idea that my friend Kat came up with 2 hours ago. She wants me to join her "Revolution" next halloween. Get all dressed up and go clubbing as....."Prince and the Revolution". YES...the "Purple Highness" himself and his crew. Kat of course would be Prince and I'll be one of the members of the Revolution. LOL she too jokes but it's actually a fantastic idea because it's so funny! I would love to rock that. We need more members for the Revolution if I join.........../jay sings "PURPLE RAIN...PURPLE RAIN!" hahahahahah.

What an entrance we could make into the club and surrounded by mist! I can picture all the people in the club just parting like the red sea when the Revolution comes onto the dance floor LOL.



bahahahahhahahhahahahahhaahha the BLOUSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!