Finding solace through randomness.....
Knowing where you stand, being in the place you want to be. Wherever she is that is where you'll join her if she requests your company. This is a test of the falling in love system! remember this is only a test! .........with an annoying beep that you just never noticed. Stuck on pause and daydreaming away, lost in love translation. Thinking you have graduated from the school of love, and thinking you know all there was to know about her.
Sadly mistaken, forsaken the logic that love is irrational. No ifs, ands, or buts, logic will break your heart sooner or later. Purposefully or intentional are the described actions you display when she gets in your field of vision. Wishing this little project completion of what your status is with her will soon be announced! You never really know what you gonna get.....then reality presents itself as a handbag thrown to your face. She's angry now love has been replaced with jealousy. Obsessing over a relationship that never started and moments of grandeur created through fantasy. "What can it be?", is what you ask yourself while suffocating on your own pillow. Caught in a lie, underminded the situation and misreading it. Can't take it back or delete it.
Wake up! she isn't here anymore. The place has changed drastically and now your overcome with the feeling of being off-course. Looking to go back and find the path you once were walking on before you met her. Lost in a fog of madness, succumbed by the surrounding darkness that occupies the setting in which you've entered. Out of the darkness you finally inject the truth. But light never enters your world ever again. The expectation of heaven doesn't exist anymore. All you know is limbo and you embrace it fully. There is no past, there is no future. There is only this moment. A moment that seems to last a lifetime and yet it can all change in a second.
Living life wearing with a blindfold on and walking in the darkness. A moment soon not to be forgotten but a constant reminder to me that love is blind.
Sadly mistaken, forsaken the logic that love is irrational. No ifs, ands, or buts, logic will break your heart sooner or later. Purposefully or intentional are the described actions you display when she gets in your field of vision. Wishing this little project completion of what your status is with her will soon be announced! You never really know what you gonna get.....then reality presents itself as a handbag thrown to your face. She's angry now love has been replaced with jealousy. Obsessing over a relationship that never started and moments of grandeur created through fantasy. "What can it be?", is what you ask yourself while suffocating on your own pillow. Caught in a lie, underminded the situation and misreading it. Can't take it back or delete it.
Wake up! she isn't here anymore. The place has changed drastically and now your overcome with the feeling of being off-course. Looking to go back and find the path you once were walking on before you met her. Lost in a fog of madness, succumbed by the surrounding darkness that occupies the setting in which you've entered. Out of the darkness you finally inject the truth. But light never enters your world ever again. The expectation of heaven doesn't exist anymore. All you know is limbo and you embrace it fully. There is no past, there is no future. There is only this moment. A moment that seems to last a lifetime and yet it can all change in a second.
Living life wearing with a blindfold on and walking in the darkness. A moment soon not to be forgotten but a constant reminder to me that love is blind.
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Sunday, December 03, 2006.
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